I’m loving my life being single. Everything about it is empowering and invigorating. I wouldn’t have it any other way, and I have accepting that I am my own being. I am ok existing without him in my life.
The way I see it is my relationship with JTP was great and all, at times a black hole that sucked me in….but in the end, it is something I can add to my life experiences. We have amazing memories, but that is all they will ever amount to.
I want to experience as much as possible, and now, that I’ve had a taste of love, I’ve decided that I want to just love myself as much as I can.
I am happier than ever now that I love myself and am focusing this positive energy to take care of my heart. <3
PROUDEST DAY OF MY LIFE!
12:17 PM (When I found out)
JULY 30, 2012
I AM AN RN!
GREATEST FEELING EVER!!
4 years of studying just paid off!!
I had worked an overnight and was sleeping. Then, I woke up to a text from my girl BR to say congrats miss new RN. In my head, I was like WHATTTTT. DOES SHE KNOW? IS IT UP?
I ran into HPfan’s room, and screamed with excitement for her to check the website on her itouch because my laptop was missing, and the others are too slow to load. She said it’s up as I continued to jump up and down shrieking!!
Proudest moment of my life ….ABSOLUTELY!!
This is my dream, and it’s all here. It came true. I made it. I am a nurse.
What’s a girl to do now?….
DREAM BIGGER AND DREAM HARDER.
Next goal: Travel nursing and graduate school
WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW. :)
The day I met TBS…
…the 15 year old inside of me felt complete!
Yes, it is true. I met Adam and the rest of the band, and to top it all off, I got their signatures, of which I am framing!
Pads, TJG, and I were at silent disco, and I took a peek at the next tent to find out that TBS had a signing at 2:30. Literally, the teenager I used to be couldn’t even believe it. I’ve been a TBS fan since I was a sophomore in high school…sitting alone in my room in Attleboro…wondering where life was going to take me….because the world is bigger than living in a miserable apartment in the a terrible neighborhood.
I wanted to get out so bad….to go to a better school…and live in a better place …with a better life.
Fast forward » Well, here I am. Everything has worked out for the best.
This is why I always have hope. Hope for the future because even during the lowest points of my life, it was hope that saved me. When I was younger, I questioned my faith in God as to why he would do this, but now I know, everything is a lesson.
It may not make sense at the time, but one day it will.
In the end, it comes f u l l c i r c l e.